OMG, I got lost in the RL for a while! Not that I haven't read a whole bunch of fics, which I totally have, but also went dancing on Friday night and out again yesterday evening. Anyway I'm back in business (ha!) and working on a semi-smutty piece of H/D. *drooling & drawing*

Well, great. I just found out that I get all jealous seeing Draco with another men. Jealous on behalf of Harry, if that makes any sense.

Emma Grant's great story Left My Heart helped me realize it. Mental health, are you somewhere out there?

ETA: Did I really say "seeing Draco with another men"? Seeing? Oh God.

BLAH! This one's never gonna reach the point where I might say it's ready, so I'll just... let it go. Not going to touch it anymore. NEVER.

But I like it; just want to do something else instead. This is from Mirabella's sexy vampirefic Harry Potter and the Inconvenient Condition, where Draco enters Harry's room in St. Mungo's:


( Draco  )

It's one of those days Harry thinks it's quite appropriate to remain silent and invisible.

Draco is Narcissa's son, after all ;)

A pencil sketch while waiting for the computer to boot.

I've been thinking this whole slash thing - why am I so attracted to H/D that it almost feels like being in love? I mean what's with it, why it makes me feel the way it does. Is it because it's forbidden in almost every way; all that good guy / bad guy falling in love with each other? Hate turning into love, what could be more appealing? Or what? When I read good slash I can feel, almost touch the magic. It's totally worth all the sleepless night spent drawing or reading.

And why, oh why is it so hard to express yourself in foreign language.

Title: Love
Characters: Harry/Draco
Rating: PG-13

I've been happy to read so many quality fics lately. I have completely fell in love with Harry/Draco the way they appear in the Arrangement series by rurounihime. This piece of Draco and Harry is simply called Love and was inspired especially by Legionis Egeo which, in my opinion, is pretty much a perfect fic. *love love*

Photo references used for torsos & hands, not for faces.




Notice the Gryffindor charm of Harry's whirling around them - red and gold.


A detail of their faces:



Comments are welcome :)

**Edited; a minor change in Draco's face

I've totally messed my sleep phase. Drawing all the night, sleeping a couple of hours in morning. Being self-employed is that way nice, but seriously I do not have so-called Real Life whatsoever.

Found a couple of amazing fics that made me & my beloved Wacom tablet so inspired that I won't probably sleep until the sunrise. Given that we're in Finland that's gonna be around next March. Nice!

It's almost morning and I haven't slept a bit. I may never be able to sleep again 'cause I'm laughing so much. Honestly thought I was going to die of suffocated laughter, trying not to wake the husband. Long live the Gay Aurors!

We had a Book Fair here in Helsinki, just a couple of weeks ago. Wandering around I was, hoping to find something interesting... and then I certainly did. There he was, the most stunning Harry Potter-ish guy I've ever laid my eyes on. Oh my, was he hot. Dark, handsome, tall, about 25-28 years, roundish glasses of course. I assume he was working in Finnish-Hungarian Society's stand because every time I walked by he was there. (I walked by a "few" times..)

It took me this long to realize that Harry in my "Don't Leave" painting is basically that bloke from the fair. So if you (very likely!) ever read this, dark, handsome Harry Potter-ish man from Helsinki Book Fair, report yourself immediately. I have a full-time job for you as a model for some slashy, perverse fantasies quality art projects of mine.

Been sick. Spent whole monday in bed reading a bunch of crappy H/D slash. Luckily found some great ones, by moonflower rose and Mirabella. Quality!

Title: Don't leave
Rate: R
Description: Fic inspired. They're in love but can't have each other. Misery, desperation, forbidden love!!! And all that. Aagh!!



Photoshop CS3, Wacom tablet, countless hours, days and nights. Talk about obsession?

I try to ignore it, but in some strange, cruel way it keeps bothering me, chasing me, whispering sweet things into my ear. Don't know how long I can resist it, but I do know this: when it finally gets me I'll be gone for good. Bye bye husband and kids, see you next summer. Sorry, but you just have to learn how to cook / find proper clothing for school / take care of the pets / clean the house yourselves.

Mummy is busy playing with her new Sims Magic expansion pack pairing Harry and Draco, Dumbledore and Grindelwald, Sirius and Remus and Snape, Ginny and Hermione. With a little help of mummy the wizarding world will soon face it's extinction.

Lucky for me, I don't have the Magic expansion pack. But you will, darling, you will. Wait! Where did that come from!?? Heeeelp!!